passivesuicide ([info]passivesuicide) wrote,
2005-07-14 19:57:00
looks like there is a storm here. the wind was mad last night at bedtime, and we just hard some hardout rain hehe. i love how it sounds and looks. i kinda want to go run about it in like i woud have as a kid or a teenager.

today i had a cool day. girls day out kinda thing with tania and bec. we even went to three different shopping malls hahaha. i got new jeans, a new top, and some industrial-like-strength hair peroxide hahaha. we all had bags from the same shops, it was very tv like lol

my appointment at EDS went ok. even if i did confess to my latest indulgence. and they say ive lost weight, by looking at me, though i dont think so. they said im pale, im always pale in winter and they didnt know me last winter, but they rekon there is a difference between pale, and winter pale. i dunno. people have always told me im aenemic in winter, yet in summer i get really tanned.

im really worried about my young friend

capill got 9 years. im not satisfied with that, 3 victims, over a dozen charges. he will get solitary for his sentence. i would rather he was in the main jail as prey. but we are good to our prisoners here in NZ.

i have my 4th lot of bleach in my hair in 2 days. hah. i havent had light hair since i was 20. cept for a brief yellow interlude.

good luck to sam tomorrow

sorry i have no new photos.

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[info]_the_sacrament_

July 14 2005, 08:11:21 UTC 6 years ago

OOH what is this awesome bleach and where did you get it from? I need to redye mine and it is somewhat supersaiyan yellow crossed with ginger at the moment. Damn black hair.

[info]passivesuicide

July 15 2005, 04:24:26 UTC 6 years ago

its scary hardcore stuff called hi lift from shampoo plus


today my hair fell out

[info]_the_sacrament_

July 15 2005, 05:04:35 UTC 6 years ago

haha shit, so maybe i shouldnt use it?

[info]passivesuicide

July 15 2005, 05:21:22 UTC 6 years ago

id say just dont use it how i used it

ie i had already put three regular bleaches (like from the pharmacy, loreal etc) through. then used this stuff twice. the second time i left it in for an hour and had my head wrapped in gladwrap and towells to keep the heat in, all the while my scalp was burning hahahaha. i think i just over did it :P

[info]_the_sacrament_

July 15 2005, 05:35:00 UTC 6 years ago

haha cool. holy shit did you do all that in the same day? owwwch your scalp must be sooo dead!

[info]7alanna

July 14 2005, 08:36:38 UTC 6 years ago

i cannot imagine you with peroxide hair ???
you suit black hair. why the sea change ?

capill makes me sick. he should never be let out. he is worse than scum. he is nothing. and he says that a pre-ten girl had consensual sex with him. there are not enough bad words to describe him. he's not a man . he's worse than any animal i can think of. i would shoot him if i could. shoot him so he died slowly . piece of shit.

anyway .. glad your eds appOintment went ok. you do look pale. what's your ferritin level ? maybe you need some ferrograd-C.

[info]passivesuicide

July 14 2005, 08:59:40 UTC 6 years ago

im naturally blonde. i dunno. i just felt like going the absolute opposite to what i was. running away again i guess. i do this a lot. throw things up in the air, mix them about, and change myself. run away. hide away.

capill is a fucktard. i wonder how many more of his 10 children he has molestered,

im always pale in winter, and id say my black hair makes me look paler. i have no idea what any of my levels are.... i was told when my white cells were low, but thats it

[info]nz_danger_mouse

July 14 2005, 17:45:26 UTC 6 years ago

minimal credit is due to capill for pleading guilty, showing genuine remorse, and saving the victims from testifying, but that said I think nickelback puts it best...

i want to take his eyes out
just for looking at you
i want to take his hands off
just for touching you

i want to make him regret
life since the day he met you
i want to make him take back
all that he took from you

and i want to rip his heart out
just for hurting you
i want to break his mind down
yes i do


and i like the question one reporter asked - was his passionate moral political campaigning actually directed at his own secret depravity?

[info]7alanna

July 14 2005, 19:50:02 UTC 6 years ago

no credit due to capill for anything.
maybe it was easier for him not to testify.
may he rot in hell if there is such a place.

that nickelback thing ... omg ...
thank you for putting that on-line.

[info]nz_danger_mouse

July 14 2005, 20:00:02 UTC 6 years ago

yeah its a great song - my current favourite. its "just for" off the "silver side up" album. great emotion and melodic guitar riffs.

[info]passivesuicide

July 15 2005, 02:20:15 UTC 6 years ago

he deserves no credit for the guilty pleas. the first guilty plea was to try and save face, and get people to forgive him. i know who the first victim was, thus i know exactly why he pled as he did.

he then thought he would get away with the rest. the others had stopped bothering to complain, and he thought that since he had pled guilty to the first one, he was safe with the others. the indecent assault itself would not have gotten him jail time. it was this he was counting on. it was manipulative and calculated.

once the other girls came forward yet again and his wife finally stopped ignoring them, he knew he was fucked, and so pled guilty. not to spare his victims, but to spare himself the shame of a public trial, and to get a plea bargain, a shorter sentence.

[info]7alanna

July 15 2005, 02:45:05 UTC 6 years ago

there are so many rape cases in the news at the moment.
it is screwing with my head.

[info]nz_danger_mouse

July 15 2005, 16:04:46 UTC 6 years ago

yeah, in the paper here yesterday a serial rapist killed himself. my friend commented he wished the guy had gone to prison first and got some of his own treatment.

[info]nz_danger_mouse

July 15 2005, 16:01:00 UTC 6 years ago

wow, you know everyone. thanks for the info, it makes a bit more sense that way. can't believe his wife is still supporting him, but maybe that's to save face as well.
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